lunarwena

i know no one actually reads these but i feel the need to vent. i have been lacking inspiration for a while and i've been wondering how to get it back. i'm known to go for months without being able to draw or write anything but i'd still be doing something else constructive. last night the electricity went out and i was so bored that i started playing with candles. it ddnt take too long but i made a few nice designs, i think i'll be posting them here. but i'm sick of crafts. does anyone care to share what they do when they are severely blocked? i'm not just saying that because of how empty i feel without painting.. it's because i need to pr

i have lost the ability to write. not as in "inspire me, i'm blocked" it's a more profound problem. i am fasting, and trying to become vegan.. while failing miserably, because i apparently live in animal-product land. i have also lost every interest in reading and drawing which i used to enjoy immensely. if nee-chan is reading this, im sorry, im trying to read your work but it's like eating while u have a cold.. u can appreciate how sweet something is but u can never enjoy its true flavor or aroma. dee is making me think against my will, so i guess i am lost in my own flow. i feel like im 80, and not the good 80-year-olds who have a social li